Inner Self

I have always wanted to be free. Someone completely out there, not caring that others make fun and that others tease (I hate being teased). Someone not afraid to try something new. Someone who is crazy.

Someone who is not afraid to get involved. Someone who will speak up. Someone who would say to her best friend "I hate your boyfriend. I don't understand what the fuck you see in him? He cheated on you! Twice! He's ugly as hell, smokes all different kinds of things, and drinks! What in bloody hell do you see in him?!"

Someone who will say to her brother and mother "Stop making fun of me! It may be funny to you, but I'm getting sick of it!"

Someone who will get up and take a chance. Someone who doesn't feel stupid when they don't get something right the first time around. Someone who doesn't have to make everyone happy and just makes themself happy.

Someone who will dance to their own tune, just because. Someone who can laugh at herself and not look down in shame.

Someone who doesn't care and just goes.